what have we done now?
have we found a whole soul?
two broken and torn hearts
merging as one?
do you really love me?
is it only sympathy?
you said you stay partly from sympathy
am i borderline breaking?
am i mutiple people in one?
i feel it
i feel like im never truly me
what have we done now?
my heart will never learn to love
my heart will never learn to fell happiness
as i sink in to depression
you just kick me farther down
what have we done now?
you say you are always here
but you never answer my cries for help
my screams of agony
you refuse to see my pain
you walk away like it's nothing
I'm dyeing inside
and empty soulless shell
wondering
trying to love
but no love can be found
only pure hatred
im my world
I cry blood
the sun never shines
black and grey are the only two colors left
but you refuse to see it
you walk away
next time you walk away
never come back
I refuse for you to come back
I don't need this any more
I'm not really okay
what have we done now?
have we found a whole soul?
two broken and torn hearts
merging as one?
do you really love me?
is it only sympathy?
you said you stay partly from sympathy
am i borderline breaking?
am i mutiple people in one?
i feel it
i feel like im never truly me
what have we done now?
my heart will never learn to love
my heart will never learn to fell happiness
as i sink in to depression
you just kick me farther down
what have we done now?
you say you are always here
but you never answer my cries for help
my screams of agony
you refuse to see my pain
you walk away like it's nothing
I'm dyeing inside
and empty soulless shell
wondering
trying to love
but no love can be found
only pure hatred
im my world
I cry blood
the sun never shines
black and grey are the only two colors left
but you refuse to see it
you walk away
next time you walk away
never come back
I refuse for you to come back
I don't need this any more
I'm not really okay
a single rose,isolated from the bouquet lies still
glancing from the shadows,crawling out from the crevices
it sprouts down low singing its dark song,not colors of peace it wears
but the color of death,petals not dressed in pink or red, nor any other color
waving its rhythm keeping eye on the roses around,roses in red and roses in pink
dazzle and shine in the light of the sun,count each breath and each with song
peeking from the crowd casts a rose,petals painted in nothing but black,its stem securing the dark rose to life,when darkness falls stars shine out its beauty
black rose your petals are dark,dressed in the color of death
wearing
I watch the pain seep out my arm,
The tears and memories flow.
Despite how it looks,
It causes no harm,
It relieves my pain,
For a second I watch it all go.
I am sick of doing this to myself,
This is where I always turn.
I hear a voice tell me its okay,
Everytime I turn to the blade.
I now feel so numb,
the blood starts to flow,
There’s a minute of happiness,
but the scars are the only thing left to show.
I watch the pain seep out my arm,
The tears and memories flow.
Despite how it looks,
It causes no harm,
It relieves my pain,
For a second I watch it all go.